Saturday, August 24, 2019

Mourning Coffee

Mourning Coffee

You waited for me

As I gazed to see

Stars emerging from daylight

Sunset converging with midnight

Like smoke, and mist conversing

About a cabin in a clearing

I lost myself in Frost

Longing for mourning coffee.

It may seem I stole from you

A precious commodity

A thought, a line, your poetry

But I simply sought you out

Oh kindred spirit

For an opportunity to grow

Like summer grass

Lost in weeds

Who determines which has more worth

Man or earth?

They each draw from fertile soil

And soul alike

Changing with seasoned grace

Withering, dying, then reborn

Leaving me  

With mourning coffee

Healing with a dearest sibling.

D.A. Wittler 8/23/19

You may wonder about the meaning of grief. How it ebbs, and flows through you like tidal forces through a marsh. It rises with the moon, recedes in time, then returns with a treasure all its own; shells, and creatures from a deep blue.

For some, a marsh is a dark mysterious place that serves no other purpose but to remind us of the gloom residing within our hearts, and minds. But grief is like a marsh, it separates us from land, and sea with its murky mystery, and it buffers us from the worst storms nature can muster. And yet, a marsh connects us gently to the greatness of mountain peaks, and valleys of our souls.

As Kya (Where The Crawdads Sing by: Delia Owens) knew from her loneliness, and depravity; life is a series of choices to survive, and live another day, or slowly die as the waters recede in a brackish haze of old age. Therefore, choose whichever, and know the wisdom of the ages lies in being alive each moment knowing full well that inevitable truth is in being born, experiencing, rising, and falling as a sunset bringing forth a universe of twinkling possibility called afterlife!

Amen, and God Bless!

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Saturday, August 3, 2019

From Frost to Page

A few thoughts from Frost to page:
I read from In The Clearing by Robert Frost this morning, and it got my thoughts going. I cannot describe the process, but let it suffice to say that when it comes, it flows like a stream of consciousness.

Frost wrote in his final line from Accidentally on Purpose; upon the inauguration of President Kennedy:
"And yet for all this help of head, and brain,
How happily instinctive we remain,
Our best guide upward further to the light
Passionate preference such as love at sight."

And so from head, and brain, and heart comes this refrain...
August Ascending
(A work in progress as I am)
For Mom:

You came, and lit
Upon a morning shade
Tweaked your wings as if to say
"Hello son"
And once done
Flit off about your way
To visit yet another day
And time of your choosing.

Chimes are silent
August ascending
While I muse
My heart lamenting
Like tears of Pele'
Our evening emerald
Lies beside the ashes
Of a long lasting love.

Yet still I mourn
Your last breath lingers
Like a portrait
Upon the walls of my memory
In a tiny gallery of gloom
That became a death room.

But who can say what remains
A twinkling light, a flickering haze?
To remind us of our lost school days
When we thought of nothing
But camp fires, card games, songs,
and plays.

D.A. Wittler 8/3/19